MorbidFool

Coming out of an abusive friendship takes time.
Especially if that relationship has gone on for over a decade.
You may have blocked that person on every platform, but they're still in your head, messing with your self-worth and ideals.

You're not shit.
You're not stupid.
You're not there to be humiliated for entertainment.
You're not too sensitive.
You're not weak.
You're not a stereotype made up of your neurological and mental disorders.
You're not a bad person for sticking up for yourself.

You're talented.
You're patient.
You're loyal to a fault.
You're intelligent.
You're funny.

Your interests aren't stupid.
Your hobbies aren't stupid.
Your friends and family aren't 'bitches'.
Your sexuality isn't a phase.
Your style isn't a phase.


Heal yourself.
They were the bad guy.
Not you.

Still a very slow year.
Hopefully the Easter break will yield some results, as I've spent a huge amount of time downloading tutorials for me to follow,
for self-improvement and whatnot.

Thinking of keeping super serious pieces on my ArtStation account, which is still empty at the moment.

Now, back to work.
Or at the moment, cleaning up this mess of a house. Yikes.

Freedom!
Also for some reason the ADSL in out suburb is shitting itself,
so I'll stick to rough sketches until I can download a few more references.

Finished Pokemon Moon in a week, and I understand FFXV comes out on Wednesday? Plus the Nighthold raid opens soon in WoW.

Seems I'll be quite occupied over the summer. XD